Since it's still in Raya mood, i will continue writing about my raya celebration. Selalunya setiap tahun, bila sambutan raya UPM..we all akan pergi mentedarah je la sebab UPM yang akan provide all the foods. But this year, every PTJ (faculty, institute and center) have to use their own budget untuk buka gerai sendiri. Sukati lah masing-masing nak serve apa pun. Kalau rasa takde budget, taknak buka gerai pun takpe. tapi nanti tadah telinga je la kene kutuk ngan PTJ lain.haha. =p
Since our Institute ni kecik je, so we all akan combine with two other institutes untuk buka stall sama-sama. Dan tak pasal2 pulak, tetiba saya dilantik untuk arrange kan mende alah ni on behalf of our institute. Setiap stall nanti bukan setakat kene serve makanan untuk semua yang hadir, tapi jugak akan ada pertandingan gerai tercantik. ngeeeee, kalau bab menghias dan bab2 pertandingan ni, saya memang poyo sikit. =p
Few weeks before sambutan lagi, saya dah asek mengoogle jee nak carik idea how to decorate our stall nanti. and i got the idea to use a traditional and classic theme. so,sehari before sambutan, my bestie and I went to my fren's house pinjam barang2 antik yang dia ada.mujur ada kawan yang suka collect barang2 antik ni..dapat jugak pinjam untuk deco..ngeee..tenkiu kak zura!=)
So esoknya, pepagi buta dah keluar rumah, gila semangat nak pergi hias stall.habis semua kain batik ibu dipinjamnya nak guna buat deco tu.ibu pun pening kepala.sebabkan anak2 dia sume keje upm n terlibat plak nak hias gerai masing2, habis sume barang2 kat umah ni diangkutnya.hahaha. Susah jugak ye bila da keje sama2.dah nak kene bersaing plak ni.=p
our stall serve nasi impit together with rendang and roti jala. seronok juga first time jaga gerai macam ni. rasa macam berniaga kat bazar ramadhan lak. semua rebut2 datang. tak menang tangan dibuatnya.tapi best la, rasa macam laku plak makanan kitorang ni..padahal makanan free, sape yang taknak kan..sedap ke tak tu belakang cerita la..=p.. kalau dah asik kene serve orang yang datang stall je, bila plak masanya kitorang nak makan ni? dengan dah penat2 menghias, serve makanan kat orang, memang takde selera la nak makan. tengok stall2 lain serve macam2 makanan, ada laksa, rendang,nasi lemak, macam2 jenis nasi, cendol, makanan dari soya yang diorang proses sendiri...eh mcm2 la..cakap je apa yang takde..sampai tak boleh nak buat pilihan.last2 amek kuih je.haha. ( i hate too many choices i cannot decide!=p)
sementara nak tunggu juri datang judge stall, kitorang lepak2 je la..tak sangka sebenarnya juri dah datang tapi tengok2 tanya sikit2 je..tup..tup..tetibe dah pengumuman pemenang stall tercantik. eh, tah bila masa juri datang pun tatau sebenarnya. tengah konpius2 badak,terpinga2 camtu, tetibe pengumuman tempat ke6 adalah gerai kami! kahkahkah...lawak betol. dah la blur2,tetibe sume macam berpandangan sesama sendiri.. eh,gerai kita ke? haha..seronok n satissfied sangat.even bukan menang tempat pertama pun, at least kesungguhan kitorang ni tak la sia-sia sangat. terima kasih la kat semua kwn2 satu ofis n kwn2 baru from IBS n IPSAS yang tolong sama2 deco stall ni. its a great experience! =)
phewwww..enough with all the sad and gloomy days i have for the past few days. i want my Raya mood back. i want to visit my friends,taking Raya pictures together, have fun, eat,eat and eat! so here is when i got to spent my time to go visit my current friends, school friends and university friends once a year during hari raya.
Last saturday, my Uni mates and I went to beraya to one and another house like our usual raya routine. Luckily we all live near with each other and supposedly get to meet more often. But, yeahh...everyone has their own priority now. but we still managed to catch each other one in a blue moon and out for mengeteh session at our fav mamak place.This is how we still get connected with each other instead of facebook.
During Independance day's public holiday, I got a chance to go beraya with my 2 bestie, Yanie and Kaksal. They all came to my house then we all moved to Kak Sal's new house at Bukit Antarabangsa. Wow, i cant believe she rides everyday to the office all the way from bukit antarabangsa. it is so far and no need to tell about the traffic in MRR2! that is so impressive for a person like her.haha.=p
On 1st sept, my so called 'cyber friend' and I went for beraya for the first time in our life history! haha. poyo sangat bunyi 'cyber friends' tu..haha. i named it for that is because we got to know each other from blog and became really close friends now. ermm,social networking isn't really bad perhaps.. =p..we start at Yani's house, then mine.after Zohor we moved to Aan's place at Keramat. Because of the real bad traffic at MRR2, we managed to arrived at Aan's place late in the afternoon then need to rush back before Maghrib. sempat main ngn Raihana gedix kejap je..will meet u again sweetie!
The next day, I went for Yanie's open house at serdang. Yanie and I are working at the same office and she is one of my bestie. yeah, i have so many "Yani" in my bestfriends list. Ibu sometimes got confuse which Yanie am i talking about. So, any Yani wants to be inside the list?? You are most welcome! haha.. =p
3rd week of raya, my schoolmates who all live in Bangi but hardly to meet cause i dont know why, meet at Zulie's open house. maybe because most of them are married and have childrens, we only got this Raya time to meet and catch up on each others' update. But i think, i am the only one who never had any new updates since everything about me is remain the same like previous years.hahaha. what a boring me!! =p
Because i am so lazy to write one jalan raya story in one entry, so i put it all together in an entry like this. Jalan raya is all about good foods and bursting your tummy out! haha. even it is so tiring, i enjoyed open house and jalan raya as it is only happened once in year. till then!
takut rasanya nak bangun pagi ni..tak sanggup rasanya nak pergi tgk cage..takut kalau2 ada kucing yang dah tak bernyawa.. =(
today, Okin dah nampak makin tenat.diam.x makan,x buat apa2.minum air pun sikit2 je..even nak berdiri pun macam dah tak larat. sedih sangat tengok keadaan dia mcm tu, i asked my brother to bring Okin to the vet. semoga masih ada harapan untuk dia. among all kittens, we love Okin more sebab dia comel and suka pose2 manja..we seriously dont want to lose him..!
my brother and I went to veterinar hospital to sent Okin and to go visit Tupez, see how is he doing today. I pray he'll still alive and survive from the infection. i believe nothing is impossible and i'll keep on praying until we got any news from the doctor. Bring Okin to vet and the doctor told the same thing as Tupez. he's already got infected with the same virus and they want to admit him in the hospital. im in a very difficult situation now. my family already told me not to admit Okin in hospital, in any case..we want to be with him until his last breath..T_T...but the doctor recommend me to admit Okin with the same reason because they want to give antibiotic n water..on the other side i was thinking, if he's not admitted, we need to give the medication by ourself and i know its not easy...
it is very hard for me..i need to make a decision on the spot while my brother is suddenly missing in action from the doctor's room..i saw him outside the room talking on the phone and give me a signal not to admit Okin. so i'd go with that..i dont wat to let Okin stay in the hospital so the doctor injected some water under his skin to make sure he get enough water intake as he's no longer eat and drink. Right after i went out from the doctor's room my brother told me, he received a phone call from the hospital..told him a news i dont want to hear! yerp, Tupez has died...T_T
Ya Allah, i dont want to cry infront of him..i have to hold my tears. please dont cry. we need to go to the hospital and take Tupez's body home.. so i told myself to stay strong. i was so suprised when they gave us one plastic bag contain something wrap with paper. i was like..." haaa,ni tupez ke?? kenapa buat tupez mcm ni...balut macam sampah je??" i was so sad!
Zayd brought the cats home..when ayah returned home during lunch hour, we asked him to burry Tupez somewhere, but because he cannot find any land to burry..he throw the body away in a river near our house!! OMG!! i was so mad...i cant believe he might do that! i was crying like hell in the office thinking about what ayah has done to Tupez! kenapa sampai hati buat macam tu?? T_T
Come back after office, I decided to clean the cats' cage, food bowl and all their stuffs with clorox and hot water. this is one way to prevent the virus from spreading out and infected others. We need to quarantin Okin and seperated them in different cages. Then, kene bagi ubat kat Okin but as i mentioned before,its not easy.. habis diluah balik semua ubat tu.he's very weak..kesian sangat.badan dia dah sejuk..i become more worried. every single hour pergi jenguk Okin dalam cage,risau tgk keadaan dia..that night before i went for sleep, i sat infront of the cage, talked with Okin. im afraid if it will be the last time i saw him alive.i was crying and apologizing for not being a good owner.i know he will not survive..reluctantly, i have to leave him.. T_T
Alhamdulillah, the next morning..he's still there..breathing..but getting weaker. before went for work, i looked into his eyes and i knew it will be the last..redha..may this is the best for him. saya pun dah tak sanggup tengok dia lembik tak bermaya macam tu..and during lunch time, ayah msg us telling about the news. he's finally meet the Almighty..two days in a row, we lost our two lovely cats.this is hard.we lost them in a sudden..now dah takde lagi penyeri hari2 saya..the 2 cats yang tinggal ni tak manja sangat.. Dear Tupez and Okin, you will be missed! ='(
how adorable he was.. T_T
i miss them!! T_T
dah masuk syawal ke 11 harini but nothing extra wonderful about my raya. today...is another sad story..=(
masa raya haritu like every year, all my cats akan dihantar boarding at this one famous pet shop in Bangi. selalunya hantar seekor kucing je, but this year dah ada extra 3 kittens. since we all beraya cuma 2 hari je kat kampung, so raya ketiga tu sepatutnya dah boleh la pick up the cats from boarding but the pet shop belum buka and only can pick up the pets after another 2 days! teruknya macam ni.. daripada kene bayar for only 2 days, ni dah kene bayar sampai 5 days..and its for 4 cats! total semua kene caj rm200 something, almost rm300 include vaccin ! oiiii, duit raya saya pun tak dapat banyak macam tu tau x? dah la masa pick up the cats tu, kedai die sesak gila dengan kucing,sampai kat depan2 pun letak kucing sebab dah takde space...sesak nafas dibuatnye sebab dah bau kucing je..hurmm..
few days after pick up all my lovelies from the pet shop, we all observed yang semua kucing2 ni macam sgt well behaved. i was wondering, adakah sebab kene kurung lama diorang jadi baik macam ni? bagus jugak mcm ni! until we all realized some of them ada yang tak nak makan langsung.sangat diam. tak aktif langsung..and im pretty sure, there must be something wrong!
so today, i asked my brother to bring the weakest one,Tupez to hospital veterinar UPM since he's working there. then after the checked up, the doctor said, the cat was infected by virus during their boarding. The virus is dangerous as it is so easy to spread out and infected other cats. The doctor also said that the cat is so weak and need to be admitted at the hospital sebab nak masukkan air coz dia memang taknak makan langsung these few days. i was so sad!! i blame myself for not bringing them to the hospital earlier..
right after knowing about the virus, im googling and asking around about the virus.i didnt know what exactly the virus is, it might be parvo virus or else but it is a very dangerous virus attack kitten who didnt get vaccination and hardly cure because of their weak immune system in young age. i blame myself again for not sending them for vaccination weeks before boarding because they just reached 3 months in weeks time and i thought there are too young for vaccination. but i think, the boarding shop should be more strict about rules. they should only accept healthy cats with vaccination, or else things like this will happened to other cats again. haihhh~~
My God, i am very worried of their conditions. What happened to Tupez at the hospital? and what about Okin who already look very sick in the cage?? but Ollie, the mother and Owen looks normal. i hope they will not get infected. i dont want to lose them!! =((
dear Tupez, i dont want to lose u! ='(
right after isyak on 1st syawal, we packing up and going back to Bangi. this is our raya routine. will only stay in kampung until 1st raya because tomorrow we will continue celebrating our raya at my ibu's side. so it's fair and square! =)
we reached home around 12am and i've received an SMS at this hour from my colleague.i was wondering ....and shocked after finished scrolling down the msg! i still cant believe of what i have read and i hope its not true! please tell me its not true!!
tears running down my cheek while i keep reading the msg again and again...."sya, if you are still not aware of this, dr zaiton telah kembali ke rahmatullah." i was crying so bad recall all memories when she was working with us...until i fall asleep.
the next morning, while everyone is still dreaming and sleep soundly..i woke up and dressed up for the funeral. i didnt get any info about the ceremony yet so i need to wait.. since we need to visit relatives in seremban today, i cant wait so long at the funeral. i thought i've already late for solat jenazah so i wait for everybody at the graveyard.but no one there..after almost an hour there, i've received a msg told me that the body is still at the mosque ready to mandi and solat jenazah. luckily i've got a chance to see her face for the last time and solat jenazah for her..i cant hold my tears anymore..='(
i will miss meeting you at the office, having a chitchat, talking about job,about her health,life.. things happened at IG..she's the only one i am comfortable talking with..and i will miss everything about you. i know you are in a better place now. May you rest in peace. i will meet you one day.
Alhamdulillah Allah panjangkan umur kita semua untuk bertemu dengan aidilfitri tahun ni. raya tahun ni sama je macam tahun2 sebelum ni. tak banyak beza nya cuma tahun ni raya dah ada abang ipar. tahun ni plak abang ipar raya dengan kitorang kat kampung. sonok la nenek tu makin ramai cucu die beraya kat kampung tahun ni..ngeee...
Since atok and maklong belah ibu passed away years ago, every year kitorang akan beraya belah ayah dulu kat tanjung karang. tahun ni sehari sebelum raya baru kitorang balik kampung. sebab nenek kata takpe, tahun ni ada orang tolong nenek masak2 kat kampung. kitorang pun kene tunggu abang ipar arrived from kuantan baru konvoi sama2 balik kampung. alasan terbaik la tak payah berpanas masak2 kat kampung tahun ni. yahoooo! =p
the rest,semuanya sama je. after solat aidilfitri ada sesi air mata.bersalam-salaman.bermaaf-maafan. lepas tu terus terkinja2,lompat2 buat sesi photoshoot kat ladang kelapa sawit belakang umah nenek. sesi air mata tadi tu lakonan je tu..haha.. dah berpeluh2 kitorang berphotoshoot ni, korang dipaksa layan gambar kitorang ni walaupun tak sudi.. lepas dah terkinja2, makan.tido. macam tu la raya. =p
takde lah, kitorang bukan teruk sangat macam tu.. tetamu datang non stop dari pagi sampai petang. takdan nak lap peluh, bergerombolan2 sedara mara, orang kampung datang serbu rumah nenek.. naik lencun baju raya i asik kene duk basuh pinggan mangkuk je dari pagi. hukhuk. maka sebelum i hilang vogue ni, kitorang melarikan diri nak pergi beraya plak. aihh,kalo nak tunggu..mau sampai ke malam pun tetamu tak henti2 datang. so eskius me, we all want to beraya ke rumah sedara mara berhampiran. sebabnya malam tu, kitorang dah nak balik rumah dah coz esok nak pergi beraya ke rumah saudara belah ibu pulak. eskius me, mintak diri dulu.
" Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. maaf atas segala salah silap saya to all."
This year is our first year celebrating Ramadhan in our new home since we're moving here last Syawal. So it will be a different about Ramadhan this year. ermmm,maybe not much but let me see how..i hope it will be much better..=)
This year, i have resolutions about my Ramadhan. i wish i can spent most of my time during Ramadhan to do good things.. instead of what we MUST do everyday. My another resolution is to have a very simple and minimum foods during Iftar so that we will not wasting so much foods! and like most people will use this opportunity to lose weight, and so do i.. at least for 3 kgs.. =p
Now it's almost 3 weeks of Ramadhan, i could say the first resolution has not reached what i wish for. ermmm, not that im not performing what i wanted..but im a bit upset because im no longer perform my solat tarawikh in any surau like we used to in our previous years. Since we were moving to a new neighbourhood, there's still no proper surau build here. So, my brother and father performed their solat tarawikh in mosque/ surau that's need more than walking distance. therefore, ayah advice us to perform solat tarawikh by our own at home..you know the feeling to go perform solat tarawikh berjemaah together with your neighbours, get opportunity to listen to tazkirah..ohhh,i want it so bad... solat sorang2 kat rumah sangat mengantuk ok! everyday pun baca ayat sama...its need extra strength to finish perform 8 rakaat of solat tarawikh by my own..dugaan dia lain mcm betul.. =p
but i think we were succesfully achived my second resolution to have a very simple and minimum amount of foods during iftar/ breakfasting (*big applause*). We were no longer go to bazar ramadhan everyday like previously because our new house is now far away from the famous bazar ramadhan. The nearest bazar ramadhan in our neighbourhood has not much varity of foods and not so yummy. so i think it is a good reason to cook by ourselves than to buy foods you cant eat.
This is some of our menu during Iftar:
We had Iftar in restaurants for several time when we were already running out of idea of what to cook.. =p
For the third resolution, let me keep it for myself.hahaha.
Basically, My Ramadhan this year has not much different but i still wish for a better Ramadhan next year. I hope i will get an opportunity to meet the next Ramadhan. InsyaAllah.
sekejap je dah masuk pertengahan bulan Ramdhan and today, 14th Ramadhan is my brother's birthday. tanya dia harijadi yang ke berapa pun dia tak ingat. sampai ibu pun naik konfius. teruk betul lah! baru 23 tahun dah tak ingat umur sendiri. camtu la budak lelaki, bukan kesah sangat pasal birthday bagai ni.
Since it's fasting month and working day, we cant celebrate much. celebrate time buka puasa je la and we decided to have iftar here at Bangi Golf Resort. this is the nearest i can think of. Takde la celebrate apa pun, kek pun takde, hadiah pun takde. kesian... =p
This is my first time buka puasa kat sini. org cakap sedap, so i wanna give it a try. not bad.many type of foods and the best part is kambing golek of cos.. =p..ada nasi goreng, sate, types of kuih, pasta, fruits, cendol, dessert..aaa..byk sgt sampai tak dapat nak rasa semuanya. i think its worth the price.
to my only brother,
" happy birthday. May u become a good son to ibu and ayah, a good brother to us and of cos a good employer too.. jangan nakal2, jangan suka keluar mlm2 and jangan tinggal solat.. =) "